Why do I spill my guts on the Internet? This is why- http://jamesstephandenzo.blogspot.com/2011/01/broken-hearts.html Thanks Stephanie.
I spent so many nights at home sitting in front of the computer reading heart baby blogs. Through them I have found answers to questions doctors never approach, I have found strength, I have found hope, and I always come away feeling blessed. Maybe someday I will offer the same to another mom with a heart baby.
Brad and I couldn't bare being at the hospital any longer last night. It was so hard seeing Logan in so much pain and we weren't able to do anything to ease that. It takes time to figure out the right combination of pain meds that work for him. His tolerance is also higher since he just had another major surgery a week ago and has already been on pain meds. So we went back to the Ronald McDonald House together for the first time last night since we have been here.
Logan is more restful this morning. We sit quietly at his bed side watching him, but trying not to disturb him as he is finally resting somewhat peacefully. We have been warned that today will be a hard day.